My muse died. In pain. deeply pain
I'm SO bored and upset with myself... i can't do ANYTHING I decide to do. I thought I finally have a nice mood and began to understand really and better how the stuff turned to this. Old things, are in this way for a loong time. BUT I TIRED TO NOT WORK!!!! I will need to take some real ACTION to change my mind, my habits? I can't even learn CSS quickly enough to use, my lack of ideas to icons are horrible, ever single thing I made in this photoshop today are COMPLETELY FUCKED UP.
And I haven't ANY decent number of nice pictures. OMG how I want to became pretty in photos And I want my battery to my camera again. And CLOTHS... And good and nicely photos.
AND STUDY, I WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE! I DON'T WANT TO STUDY 16 HOURS PER DAY TO DO THIS! I DON'T WANT TO READ AND MAKE LESSONS OF MATH, PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY TO LEARN THIS SHIT I NEED TO LEARN!
YES, I'M SPOILED. MUCH SPOILED THAT I SHOULD TO KEEP MY MIND HEALTHY. AND IMPATIENT, TRULY IMPATIENT...
Wanna know something? GO F*** EVERYTHING!!!!!
I'm SO bored and upset with myself... i can't do ANYTHING I decide to do. I thought I finally have a nice mood and began to understand really and better how the stuff turned to this. Old things, are in this way for a loong time. BUT I TIRED TO NOT WORK!!!! I will need to take some real ACTION to change my mind, my habits? I can't even learn CSS quickly enough to use, my lack of ideas to icons are horrible, ever single thing I made in this photoshop today are COMPLETELY FUCKED UP.
And I haven't ANY decent number of nice pictures. OMG how I want to became pretty in photos And I want my battery to my camera again. And CLOTHS... And good and nicely photos.
AND STUDY, I WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE! I DON'T WANT TO STUDY 16 HOURS PER DAY TO DO THIS! I DON'T WANT TO READ AND MAKE LESSONS OF MATH, PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY TO LEARN THIS SHIT I NEED TO LEARN!
YES, I'M SPOILED. MUCH SPOILED THAT I SHOULD TO KEEP MY MIND HEALTHY. AND IMPATIENT, TRULY IMPATIENT...
Wanna know something? GO F*** EVERYTHING!!!!!
Current Mood:
apathetic
Current Music: aerosmith - crazy
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